eXhausted...

I am exhausted beyond reality. I have a few things to do before i hit the sack but just wanted to stop in here to... to... i dunno, just write something so i don't feel guilty for once again abandoning a project not even a few weeks into starting it. *sigh*

Feeling pretty darn good in one respect, though. Seems like things are going decently lately. Maybe not so much in the time and task department, but emotionally and so forth, everything's peachy keen. it might be because i'm taking more time to "relax" and sleep lately. i guess sleeping really does work wonders. don't ask me why i'm not in bed yet, then... lol... a girl's gotta catch up once in awhile.

Orion seems to be more appreciative and loving lately. i'm tickled every time i drop him off at school... he says, "i love you" everyday before i tell him i love him. i have to cherish it now because i realize at some point, it's going to end -- someday he'll be too cool to say "i love you, mom."

Whatever holiday it was today, admin assistant's day or whatever... lol. I got flowers and a nice note from the boss lady. :) Felt kind of special... but undeserved. Don't get me wrong. I work my arse off but so does the rest of the office. Just a few of us got flowers and i don't think there's a "coworker day" so in that respect, i feel like i should do something for all of them. Stopped at wallyworld for like 10 pounds of candy and some sacks. my plan was to make a little goodie sack with a "thank you" tag but not sure if that's gonna happen tonight. :/ Maybe tomorrow. There's always tomorrow, right?

hi, it's your life calling...

So i worked 10 hours today... why am i not tired yet? Got quite a bit accomplished and it's only 1 am. i'll probably turn in early tonight. i have to be up at 6 for work and am not looking forward to tomorrow but you do what you have to do.

I scrapped a page tonight... bleh, it's a photo of me. i don't know what's wrong with me and cameras but we just don't get along... AT ALL. For awhile i blamed it on my appearance but even ugly people can take ONE good picture once in awhile, right? Not so, my friend... not so. i have decided that i am just not photogenic at all. Guess it's a genetic thing... my mom's got the same problem. hehehe

midnight madness

it's after midnight... my prime time. The kids are tucked in bed and i am now able to breathe and just do what i feel like doing. Yesssssssssss. The only problem... i'm exhausted today. Ugh! Momentum foiled again.

Not looking forward to work travel this weekend. You'd think being away from the kids for a week would be nice but every mom knows it's tough. Not only for the kids, but for me as well. I'll miss them and of course, my husband, too. i feel bad that he'll be left to fend with the kids for that long but the good news is that he is taking time off work which is a good thing. He needs it.

I need a break from work as well. Maybe i'll take a week off just to veg and scrap when I get back.

why...

am I creating a blog? Who knows...

I've had a few in years past but never ever use them for more than a day. Wishful thinking i suppose. ;)

I always have this desire to blab about everything but when it comes right on down to it... i am not a sharing-type. Fairly anti-social - i wasn't always like this. Over the years, i just have become somewhat of a loner. I mean, i always have been but in the past, i was one of those people always on the go-go-goooooOooo, people to see, things to do. These days, i would pay anything to just plop myself on my cushy couch and just let the world pass me by. How did life get so hectic???