zippedy doo dah, zippedy aye,

my oh my, what a ... crappy day! ;) I won't go into all the sordid details but lets just say most of the day was wasted on idle silliness. Don't get me wrong, some days that's a good thing but today wasn't one of them... no sir.

It's going on 10 pm here and i need to start working on some stuff but i'm wallowing in a disaster area. too lazy to clean it but know i need to or i won't do ANYTHING. Why isn't there some invention yet for cleaning? Seems like monkey work but if it were, don't you think we'd all buy monkeys?

The boy is out of school now and i'm sure he's bored to tears already. It's when i come home and see him just looking all pathetic that i wish i didn't work. Then again, i remember my stay-at-home days and they were no picinic in the park. Sure, at times we had a blast and i got to teach him so many things... but at times i knew that being around him so much was probably not healthy for either of us. The girl... the girl is a different story. I was never really a stay-at-home mom with her so i just feel guilty that she didn't get that one on one time with me like the boy did. I feel like she isn't that close but i'm not sure where to start to change that. it makes me a little sad to feel like this so i better stop thinking so much for now.

They're both over at Grandma's house tonight... spending the night. I do love the break but honestly, i get a little bored. Especially when dh is at work, too. I should be doing all these things I claim i can't do because i need time alone but nooooooooooooope! I just get a huge block... empty feeling inside. Funny how attached and needy one gets when you can't ever be alone. ;)

That's it from me for now. I really am going to clean now. No more surfing, no more fiddle-farting around. :)

here we go again

i keep thinking, "sheez... it's been awhile since you blogged." guess these things are just not for me. i always wanted to keep a journal but never have been able to keep up on them at all. I had one when i was younger and i'd go like 8 months without writing in it. i've also tried just journaling on the computer in word or something since i seem to type a hell of a lot faster than i can write... nope, one or two times i'll do it and then it's forgotten like yesterday's episode of American Idol.

Speaking of AI... i dunno, maybe it's just me but the contestants are NOT impressive this season at all to me. I can't sing and don't claim i can but just a general observation in comparison to the past seasons. About the only thing i watch it for is to hear the judges argue. lol

it's been summer weather full swing here lately and right now i'm actually sweating... yeah, almost midnight and i look like i have been working out. rofl... actually, the only workout i've been getting is moving the mouse around. This laptop is getting really hot and it's probably why i'm burning up. i probably have third degree burns on my legs, now. ;)

Well, it's hasta la vista for me... i left a huge mess in the office i need to clean up. weeee!

new

someone tell me exactly where the month of April went... i can't believe it's already May!

Yesterday was interesting. I took Orion to get his hair cut and then while i was already there, i decided i may as well get mine cut too! i've been procrastinating it for like three years. We waited and waited... and waited but finally got in the chairs. The hairdresser cut off about 8 inches of my hair and gave me layers. my head feels lighter now. Not sure i really like my hair this short... it's definitely a change but for the best. i was getting sick of my hair getting stuck everywhere and a lot of it was falling out. the new haircut is a good way to start summer. it makes my face look chubbier so maybe this will be more incentive to lose weight. *sigh*

Today is Sunday. Looks like it's gonna be a beautiful day but i have stuff to do. Topping my list is CLEAN! My office/scraproom in particular. it's a disaster and is ruining my creative juices. lol next, the kitchen and my bedroom. Lots of laundry to do and i need to go to the store for a birthday present for my neice and some groceries. i also had planned to start my greenhouse stuff today but highly doubt i will. i'm such a dunce when it comes to gardening and have no idea where to begin... or even if it's too soon to begin. lol

I better get cracking... the morning is slipping by quickly.