Woah....
So here I am, two tests later... two positive tests later. You'd think after 3 pregnancies, I'd have this down pat. Nope... I still have this rush of uncertainty, anxiety, happiness... weird feelings all around.
Woke up feeling really, really icky. Didn't think too much of it since I went to bed around 4 a.m. and had to get up around 7:30 (didn't wake up until 8:15 LOL)... just thought it was a case of the "tireds." Thought I could escape work midway through because I knew by 10 a.m. that I wasn't going to start feeling better but of course, had way too much to do to leave early. :( Skipped lunch and left work at 4:41... had to drop a box off at the post office so at least I escaped 19 minutes early. hehehe. Stopped by Safeway for some already-cooked chicken and some ranch dressing... and an EPT. LOL I don't know why I got it. I'm not that late (like maybe a couple days, I don't keep very good track of these things)... but I do have some dental work and wisdom teeth extractions on the horizon so I got to thinking, "i better find out before I go through with all this dental stuff." That, and something just told me something was not quite normal.
As soon as I got home, I had to "go" so I went. ;) The test was immediate... practically before I could even get a lid on it. Two lines. I rush downstairs to tell Kurt and he's standing in the foyer wondering why I'm in such a hurry. "How was work, honey." he says. The look on my face has him a little baffled. I hold the test up. His eyebrows raise and he starts to smile. "I'm pregnant." I say... a little confused as to whether I should be excited or not. I was -- as the smile on my face must mean that, right? Kurt was happy, too. Took another test about half an hour ago. Positive as well.
I haven't told anyone else... not sure I should yet. I've miscarried only once before (between Orion and Gia) but still, it worries me a little. This happened pretty fast for us... I kind of made the decision that the last would be "now or never" like a little over a month ago. hehehe... didn't waste much time I guess. I think my due date would be around April 11th but again, not sure because I don't have a clue as to when that last one really was... can't even remember if I had one in July. ROFL Anywho, figured I could share here. I'm really scared that something will go wrong or something... I'm just hoping everything goes okay and crossing my fingers. :)
Woke up feeling really, really icky. Didn't think too much of it since I went to bed around 4 a.m. and had to get up around 7:30 (didn't wake up until 8:15 LOL)... just thought it was a case of the "tireds." Thought I could escape work midway through because I knew by 10 a.m. that I wasn't going to start feeling better but of course, had way too much to do to leave early. :( Skipped lunch and left work at 4:41... had to drop a box off at the post office so at least I escaped 19 minutes early. hehehe. Stopped by Safeway for some already-cooked chicken and some ranch dressing... and an EPT. LOL I don't know why I got it. I'm not that late (like maybe a couple days, I don't keep very good track of these things)... but I do have some dental work and wisdom teeth extractions on the horizon so I got to thinking, "i better find out before I go through with all this dental stuff." That, and something just told me something was not quite normal.
As soon as I got home, I had to "go" so I went. ;) The test was immediate... practically before I could even get a lid on it. Two lines. I rush downstairs to tell Kurt and he's standing in the foyer wondering why I'm in such a hurry. "How was work, honey." he says. The look on my face has him a little baffled. I hold the test up. His eyebrows raise and he starts to smile. "I'm pregnant." I say... a little confused as to whether I should be excited or not. I was -- as the smile on my face must mean that, right? Kurt was happy, too. Took another test about half an hour ago. Positive as well.
I haven't told anyone else... not sure I should yet. I've miscarried only once before (between Orion and Gia) but still, it worries me a little. This happened pretty fast for us... I kind of made the decision that the last would be "now or never" like a little over a month ago. hehehe... didn't waste much time I guess. I think my due date would be around April 11th but again, not sure because I don't have a clue as to when that last one really was... can't even remember if I had one in July. ROFL Anywho, figured I could share here. I'm really scared that something will go wrong or something... I'm just hoping everything goes okay and crossing my fingers. :)
